Session 10

Well, once again today the action at highstakes was amazing, so I had to play it. And once again, I played really well all day. And once again I get fucked over.

Heres a graph

Ran under HEM EV a decent amount but I don't really care about that, I care about all the stupid plays I witness and how terrible I run overall. I have to be 300-500K under "actual EV" in my poker career now, and its hard to try and ignore this because it makes me bitter.

Let's take a look at some Pot's I lost:

http://www.pokerhand.org/?6079614 - losing player 3 betting everyhand, never folding to a 4bet, obv flop
http://www.pokerhand.org/?6079616 - same player, stuff like QJo is in his range here (literally not joking)
http://www.pokerhand.org/?6079617 - another losing player, playing everyhand, obviously nuts versus me though
and etc etc etc etc
http://www.pokerhand.org/?6079619
http://www.pokerhand.org/?6079620
http://www.pokerhand.org/?6079621
http://www.pokerhand.org/?6079622
http://www.pokerhand.org/?6079623
http://www.pokerhand.org/?6079624
http://www.pokerhand.org/?6079625

un-fucking real, the list goes on and on.

I'm not even asking to catch a break in poker, I'm not asking to win the WSOP main, or anything, I just want to run at or near expectation. Given all the 10K's I've bricked, and how I've run at HSNL I would just like to cash in about 400K Sklansky dollars and go on my merry way. I really deserve this given how hard I work, but you just have to sit back and pray to run good in the land of HSNL and HSMTT. And those who run the best are the all-stars. The variance is so much different than masstabling MSNL it's really quite unbelievable.